My dad will be 48 the end of this month. He has no health problems that I know of, other than he tries to work himself to death. He moved to Arizona a couple years ago, that is where my grandma and aunts all live, but he doesn't talk to them anymore either.

My mom knows about it, but we have never actually talked about it. Me and my gf talk about it on occasion, especially when my nightmares wake her up. I've told my pdoc about it, but it hasn't come up again, and I haven't brought myself to tell my T yet. It is so much easier to write it out than actually talk about it. I know I could write it down and give it to my T, but it's just not something I like talking about. Imagine that. I just think that if I ever want to have contact with my dad and his family again, it is something that has to be dealt with. I don't see myself being able to connect with him with something that big hanging between us.