Wow outlaw you defiantly have a story I tell and for that I'm sorry. I don't wish anything like that on anyone. I understand how bad sexual assault can be on a person my mom was a victim and it has been hard on her Untill she confronted te person who did it but it was hard for her but has seemed to help. I'm sorry your relationship with your dad is not so good everyone wants I have a relations ship with there parents but it doesn't always work, my dad and I where enemies for years but we finally got back together so It can happen. I hope you can work it all out and I wish you the best. :hug; double