Yesterday was a good day. Watched the Bears game with my husband, my grown kIds came to visit, and I got the house straightened up some. Now everyone is gone and it's very quiet and and I'm not sure what I'm going to do today.

I can tell though that I have to be conscious where I put my thoughts and efforts. I'm glad I'm not far, far down in a hole because then I would not even be able to do that, nor would I even want to try to. But I know my mind can flit all over the place if I let it, or just space out. Sometimes I seriously wonder if I have ADD, or if it's a form of PTSD from years of abuse, which at least for me, boiled down into more stress for longer than my mind could take it.

Anyway, feeling good enough to try and accomplish some things today.