Outlaw... hugs... ughh perverts... that's horrible it happened to you, I hope you can know now that it happened to you, wasn't your fault You didn't let it happen, what was the alternative, get your face smashed in or worse? I was sexually assaulted when I was a teen, by another teen. I remember how strong he was...loser asshole barf, but after I didn't tell cuz I felt like I put myself in harm's way by agreeing to drink with these guys. When I got older, and especially watching my daughter going through high school years, I see that it was not my fault. It was all wrong and all his doing to scare a girl like he did.

I think if you feel strong enough, go see your dad and tell him. You miss him, I know that feeling too, miss my dad he's passed away. This could be so healing for you and your dad. You know the worst outcome is being called a liar and rejected. But you will know you tried. Time just keeps ticking faster than I can believe. Would your girlfriend come along to support you?