Sorry and your welcome lol. When I encountered the question that you posed, I happened to be in the middle of a great and mighty legal battle that has been ongoing between myself and a communications company that has left me a little exhausted of patience and understanding in my output towards the things I encounter around me at this time.

This might have caused my demeanor to be viewed as a bit harsh. I assure you that my intentions are opposite in nature, although I did not have the patience to sugar-coat my point of view in this particular matter lol.

I believe I understand what your initial inquiry was meant to achieve at this time thanks to the clarification that you have generously provided. My answer will be provided thusly within the confines of the newly organized question before us today:

What is real for me today, and what is not experienced by others today? Today, others may not feel that life is serious. Others may be experiencing relief from the burden of their pasts. That does not make their realities unreal. I am merciful enough to them to accept that they cannot, possibly, understand another human being's reality. And they choose to remain in this reality, yes they do. DO they cry, when they see a dying child upon the path, orphaned and alone? Forsaken by humanity?

I can not tell. All I know is what is real for me. For me, I choose to cry with the forgotten babe. I choose to cover their nakedness with my very own cloth that covers the back that the Most High made for me. Is this real to others? Certainly not. Unfortunately.

They are limited by their own past experiences, and what they have managed to acquire within the limitations of the selfish worldly knowledge that they have accumulated throughout the days of the years of each of their lifetimes.

I understand this, because I AM understanding. If one does not afford another human being that same right, it is because of the LACK of understanding on their part. I refuse to be penalized by others for the things that they most certainly lack. And they are most certainly not penalized for the things that I most certainly lack

Worldly educational credentials, for instance. I lack those, indeed. I myself, attended first grade. I attended second grade, it is true. I attended sixth, seventh and eighth grade. I completed my General Education Diploma. I graduated and succeeded in completion of the above list. Myself.

This is a complete list of the years that I have spent in a public or private school system. I was not afforded the luxury of attendance at a public or private school, due to no fault of my own. I lack, perhaps in the eyes of another REAL person, the education that would qualify me for success in the eyes of the world at large.

Well: Young man, young woman; I do declare:

I reject your definition of success, wisdom, understanding, and achievement. I reject your outline for success as a human being entirely. Who are you? Did you create me? No. Who are you? Are you my Provider in any way? No. I have never been provided for by any of the idiots who choose to push these outright lies upon others, ultimately oppressing mankind as a whole. I have recognized this very truth. Will I reject truth? Far be it from me!

So, if I see an angel today, and someone else does not see it, it is most definitely real; but invisible to the one not seeing it. If today, I see a man with the dark green and black veins of the Spirit of Cancer, and I am inquired upon by him; He says, " My body hurts, I don't know why?"

I will say to that man whom Almighty God has created, "You have Cancer. You are dying. You need help." When he most certainly has all the Best trained Doctors at John's Hopkins Cancer Center to confirm what I first saw, and what I first reported to the ignorant man....does it mean that you are most certainly mistaken in your views about my "disability?" One can only speculate. And speculate I have.

Thank you for your thought provoking question! A genius you are in the midst of us! I am glad to know such a one, and be associated in this most small way, even for a moment beloved. Yours truly, Lightbulb7