Holy plate full of stress NO wait ... Holy Buffet full of stress! My heart is breaking knowing you have been and will be dealing with stuff coming at you from all sides

Im not surprised at all that your just not doing or feeling well. I know how hard it is to force yourself to step a big ole step back and away from people and situations.

You and I both know that eventually if we don't do our own self care and flat out being just kind to yourself it will all spiral to hell in a handbasket..

I dont even want to comment on your teenage years..Ill start ranting and not stop .. Nope I will say You are an amazing woman and it shows just how strong you are.

I will be crossing fingers toes and doing my version of "praying" that your mother never ever ever moves to your town .. at least 6 hours away is close enough!

As far as your sisters go ... Yes you want to help them , But if helping them is draining you then something needs to change. Can you maybe explain to them that Yes you love them etc etc But you really need to step back for a lil while so you can regroup and be able to support them more once your feeling better? or some version of that kinda idea.

You need and deserve to take the time to get your feet back on solid ground. I know its all kinds of hell when it involves family and there needs..

All the 's and in the world to you .

Love you bunches I'm always here for you.