I feel so alone right now, very blue trying to find my way in the dark with no direction. I feel so down. Why do I feel so different so alone so sad. I don't understand?? I feel that no one is listening. I'm crying out for help and there is no answer no care in the world. I feel cursed and punished by god. I feel no love no happiness nothing all I feel is emptiness. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of feeling this way and I no longer care. I guess it it what it is who cares. Screw it!!