Hi, I would stay away from her. It sound very unhealthy, I dont think you have anything to be embarrassed about. You did the right thing buy not going back. There are alot of people out there like her, they dont have any morals or standards and you should stay clear of them. Sorry to be so blunt, but yes there is more to it. She has very poor ethics. Just move on, it will take time but eventually you will come to terms with it and understand it. Then you will be so glad you are away for it.