How do you deal with the emotion distress mixed with frustration, rage and distress? I get very suicidal when these sort of emotions come. Music helps... What do you do to deal with it? Suicide is NOT a option. But I pray to God that he kills me everyday. HELP!

Is life worth living? Will it get better and brighter.. I hope so. The desire to go to heaven and other stuff keeps me going. HELP!