I went to Walmart today knowing that the person who hurt me in January wasn't working today and that he often shops there. I really needed some things and knew I wouldn't have time tomorrow. I was so afraid that I was sick before I left, but I got in my car and went anyway.
I admit I didn't tarry, but I didn't run through the aisles, either.
I'm very glad he wasn't there and I'm very glad I made myself go. I have to make myself live. No more hiding! No more!!!!!!!!!
Jan
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I still dream and I still hope, therefore I can take what comes today.
Jan is in Lothlorien reading 'neath a mallorn tree.
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