I don't know how many times I've been told "it will get better", "just hang in there", "you gotta look to the future", "trust me, it WILL get better".
But when? WHEN? How long do I have to wait? It's been a year now! And that's just the current issues, before that was depression and abuse and confusion and fear.
I'm tired.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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