Roadie I understand. I am incapable of complete trust. It just isn't in me and I think it's because I couldn't trust my mom. I just wish she'd told me all this years ago. Well told me and my aunt. We needed to know. What's really weird is how empty I feel right now and numb. It's like all that anger and hate has been who I was for so long I don't know what I am right now. I definitely feel better just a little lost I guess.
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