I think you find a new job.

You've got skills, you're a good worker and its not your skills that are getting you laid off.

I don't think its natural to want to work hard during that situation unless you have some other kind of motivation.

I've heard that medication is not nearly as effective as medication and therapy. You probably just haven't found the right therapist yet. I know that it is costly and I hope you can find someone who will help match you with the right person.

Best wishes.