Hmm. I'm not quite sure how to explain this. Basically, I just don't feel like being around people right now. Sometimes, I find them flat-out annoying. I find that I really want to be alone. I like being by myself. I find I'm really quite enjoying my alone time. It's not like I'm depressed, or brooding, its actually positive self-time.
I'm sure this is healthy to a point. When does it become unhealthy?
Another thing too is, I do not want to be considered selfish, because I am not. Its just, most of my life I have been so "anti-me", "poor me", "bad me". Now, for the first time, I actually LIKE me! I feel really great about myself, and by having lots of alone time, I feel like I am reinforcing positive self talk, and encouraging my self-esteem. What say you, folks?
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"To thine own self be true." Hamlet, I.iii
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