that's a good idea
hah i'm not totally sure i'll get anywhere since my mom's side of the family is a bunch of stoner hippies from BC and they're all a little spaced out, but it's certainly worth looking into :P

i've actually started replying to posts now.. it feels almost too good to be getting it out since i hadnt told anybody about it until now really, so i dont wanna seem self-centered but i'm identifying with a lot of ppl here and i keep going off telling my own stories.. i know i cant really help anyone here cuz i dont know what the hell i'm talking about, but maybe if they hear about other people having similar issues it'll mak them feel better..? i hope
i'm just on a roll now, so even though i'm just blathering mindlessely, it feels good to get it off my chest

thanks again