*snort*

I think that safe touch can be very healing, especially from sexual trauma. I love having my feet massaged personally, and my H is really good at it.

It's normal for massage to feel good (that's why people actually pay money for it), so I don't think you or it is weird. Some people hate having their feet touched, so that wouldn't be weird if that were you.

So I think that a conversation about it with your T wouldn't necessarily be all awkward-weird, as your feelings are normal.