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Old Oct 09, 2012, 12:02 PM
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I"m in a group right now. They don't want us to be friends till after its over and that's in about 3 months. I don't know how its going to go, this'll be the third time today, I really don't know what to expect.

I've craigslisted a couple people because I did meet a friend off of that site once. It has not been very fruitful, though. Getting a dog or any animal is just not possible because of money--I'm making like $350/month.

I did hang out with someone from work once, but it didn't turn into anything. Work is alright, but I usually don't feel like talking there. Some people intimidate me too because when I started I got criticized a lot and felt really dumb.

I've been on meetups, I've been going to college clubs and they just don't meet very often. I'm really struggling to find anything to do. If I were to join 10 clubs I'd probably be able to find like 12 hours worth of time per month and most of it wouldn't be talking to people, it'd be hearing the group leader give their talk or whatever. I"m going to try to volunteer more, I think my schedule's about to open up, so there should be more opportunities.