Hello everyone. I am having a really rough time with my relationship. I am trying to get over my past relationship and don't trust very well. Actually I do not knokw if I trust anyone right now. My boyfriend knows this and knows I do not know how I feel about him, completely. I love him but feel like I need time on my own to find myself. The easiest thing for me to do right now is to just shut down. I do not want to feel anything because my feelings are so messed up... I feel lost, broken and confused. I am open with my bf but still feel like he could do better than I can give him right now. He does not want to leave me. The simple fact is I really don't want to feel anything now. As soon as I open up the littlest thing will send me right back into the darkness inside me. I don't know if anyone can relate or understand what I am trying to say...... I don't want to hurt anyone and am afraid I will do that if I try to open up. any advice??? Have a great day everyone!!!