Like Rachel, I simply don't want to face the day. I start work at 7:30, and I have to set up at least 6 or 7 different alarms, the first of which is at 4:15. I'm not kidding. I finally get up at about 5:30 to start getting ready for work. It's not just you.

But I think that your choice of words is interesting. That you feel as if you are almost scared of getting up early. For me, the longer that I am awake, the more opportunity there is to feel miserable. (I.e., if I am asleep longer, then I won't have to feel that way, that's why it's better to sleep the day away.) As Leed has said, you should bring this up to your T if you see one. Please feel free to keep posting. We get it, trust me.