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Old Oct 09, 2012, 03:19 PM
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Location: Georgia
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I had 2 incidenst for myself involving the police. I was drinking bee, not drunk, just sipping. My ex disappeard to a neighbors house. Whe him and her came back, she pulled me to the side and told me they had done some drugs. I flipped out. I went to cut my wrist, as the razor sliced my skin, I decided I was not suicidal. Instead, I went after ex, I blacked his eyes, broke his nose and busted his lip. The neighbor called the police. The police told us they had to take both of us to jail. I laughed at him and told him he had to take me to the hospital. Told him I had a mental illness and had cut my wrist. He decided he did not want that paperwork. He asked me if I could stay away from ex and not fight anymore. I told him yes and that I was going to hospital. He left us both there.
The 2nd incident, my friend had been raped whilile on a date. Her talking about it for days at a time triggered me. I flipped and tried to take 30 trazodone and 30 tegretol. My friend got the tegretol away from me, but I put all the trazodone in my mouth. Before I could swallow them, she stuck her fingers in my mouth and pulled out some of them. I swallowed the rest. I took off running up the street and hid in the woods. When she went to get my roommate, I made my way back to my apartment and locked myself in. I forgot one window was open. Friends daughter climber through the window and let the police in. They put me in the ambulance and took me to hospital. At the hospital, that police officer was telling me he could put me in jail. I asked him how he figured that. He said it was because I tried to commit suicide. I laughed at him. I was sent to a mental health facility for 10 days.
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