Was feeling very suicidal last week that I had to go to a&e (My GP sent me there) I was seen by the crisis team whom now come and see me every two days.

Today they asked how I was feeling, I told them I was feeling ok but I wasn't, i want then to discharge me, They told me to call them if needed but I can't I don't find them helpful at all.

Tonight these feeling have returned, I have just cut myself and I feel suicidal again, I hate myself and I feel worthless.