Well here goes I started seeing a t have seen her three times. I know it's going to be a journey to recovery. But it has to be done so wish me luck. I don't know what lies ahead. I know my father went to prison in march of 2006. For all the sexual abuse he caused. But took a plea two counts of abuse. Right when I was twelve I ran away from home to get away. With hopes to get him and for me to be free from him. But back than it was hard for the system to believe us. I tried my hardest. They did keep me away from my home. Putting me in foster's home. I pretty much ran away from them all. There was something about me that was never gonna give up. I think when I turned 17 he moved to California. With my step family. 4 boys and my little sister that was a bad thing. I lost connect with them all like he went into hiding. Sure enough a decade went by. One day i got a phone call from a private I that said he had abuse my sis. She had turned him in. I gave a statement well he got away again. Time went on he got re married. Had a boy and another girl I knew something was gonna happen i worried so much. Sure enough he abused her. another decade went buy the same thing happen she turned him in. Well this time they got him but only with 6 years. So that day is coming up in march. I have to make peace within myself. And please don't ask me to forgive him for what he did to me. I just won't do that. But for me I will go on some way not sure how yet. Or what lies ahead of me. I do know it's gonna be real tough for me. And a lot of tears will come out i'm scared to death of mite come out. Who will I be and what will make of me. That's all for now