You should not try to be in a relationship now anyway. If you are still in love with someone, you would end up hurting the new person. This is what happened to me, and now I am a mess. Don't pass the pain along. Deal with it, and then let it go. It's really the only way. Eventually, you will realize that the one you had loved so much was not all that great after all. Oh, btw, you are normal. I just don't know when it became so abnormal to be honest and faithful.