Where has my God been this year?? 2012 have been a ‘bad luck’ year for me this year. Where has God been for me?? So many things have gone wrong, I feel I’ve been cursed. Maybe it’s because I refuse to abide by my mother’s rules that I’m being punished?? I had a car accident, my appendix burst, marriage ended and no luck in the dating game afterwards. Then I buy a motorbike and have a minor motorbike accident with a car. The driver now wants me to pay up. I had asked God to keep me safe on the motorbike but then this minor accident happened. Fortunately I have insurance for that but I’m currently in financial stress and trying to get ahead in life by doing a course. It’s like someone wants me to fail and I wonder where God is?? Or am I self-sabotaging?? Why does he allow good people to suffer so much as I have this year?? I hope 2013 will be a far happier year!! Can someone provide some comforting words as my belief in God is being tested this year.