for the past two weeks I have been having some body memories. i have also have been having near panic attacks. I am trying to work through the fear of remembering but than I lose focus, change the subject, spend money I don't have to create a crisis. I am doing a lot of things so not to feel. I don't know how to get past this. I haven't told my t because I am concerned about how I might react. Two sessions back I became angry during session and left. It was at the end of session but I would have left if it was at the beginning if I felt like that earlier. Has anyone had a similar issue with trying to connect body pain to a memory?