Sorry to hear things are ba at work. Do they know you have bipolar?

I liked myself better without too. It got a bit much though, and I went into this weird self destructive phase where the cheeky bottle of red i was downing t night to put my five month long mixed episode to sleep mixed with a bit of hypomania and I did and said a whole lot of things (and people) I wasn't proud of, which. Isn't me.

But this quiet pressed me isn't me either.

I don't know , I'm thinking of going home for a year to have a breather and a year without stress. My theory is that ven though I suck at my life now, I know I've already "pAssed" small town life, so that might help I hope.

I'm still playing with meds though with the doc to get a good combo