Hello Dark_Soldier.750,

Firstly, I want to say to you that you have the right to have some good advices here and not the same as you mentionned in your text.

Quote:''I don't feel that I should speak to certain people because they might not take me seriously and just give an impression that what I am feeling is what everybody else would think and that there's "nothing wrong" which implies that I shouldn't change at all.''

Is it real or is it just an impression that you have? Have you some good friends to talk about that? Maybe that would help you.

Quote:''I really want to speak to someone, but I feel that there's nobody for me to turn to; I've felt like this for a long time but I've felt paralysed, unable to make any changes for the better.''

Have you a T or a pdoc whom you can talk to about that?

Quote: ''I feel like I've wasted my tutors' time or not looking in a textbook he lent me, it's my fault. Sometimes I feel as though I'll be stuck in this situation for even longer than I can imagine; I might not even have the GCSE if I leave in 2 years time.''
I don't think you have wasted your tutors time. They are here to help you.

Quote:''I don't know if I can pass it, sometimes I feel pressured by some people who have got A*-C because they have the grades and they don't need to worry. I didn't get very good GCSEs myself or any other decent qualifications myself apart from the BTEC L2 from last year. Whenever I'm around people who have reveal they have good grades at their GCSEs or A-levels I feel a lot smaller and unworthy. I am indeed uneducated, I'm sorry but it's true.''

You said you feel smaller and unworthy because you can not have good grades like the best students can do? I think that all you have to do is to pass the exam, not necessarly having a A.

Quote:''I don't like to admit it, but I haven't done anything about my situation when it comes to maths. I would really like to change, I am fed up procrastinating and failing to address the situation; otherwise I will be stuck at a dead end and possibly unemployed because of my maths skills.''

Wanting to change is a good first way of a changing process!

Quote: ''Finally, I will also admit that I feel that I cannot do all of this on my own; I don't think that I would be able to make any progress if I was left alone to do anything. Why? Because I will fall into relapse, this has happened to me before and I no longer want to take any risks.
It would be good if somebody was there to monitor my progress and help me get motivated in order to make a start.''

I think a T would be appropriate for you.

Quote: ''Is it true that, if one stays in their comfort zone, there are no feelings of anger and hostility to others?''

I think this is true.

I wish you the best!