I said this before. You don't need to accept to be "ill", having "broken brain", etc.

I see myself as troubled. And I do what it takes to help myself not to be so troubled. If I was forced to accept I am ill, i'd be struggling hard, self-sabotaging and running around doing the craziest shiite.

and as for meds? I don't take them, but I have other dope (bach essences and such). But look, meds are no vitamins for brain and they don't really "correct the imbalances" despite what your doctors and pharma say... they are mind altering substances. Uppers and downers for most of the part. And? THere's nothing wrong with that. I feed on guarama and caffeine and valerian when i get fidgety. Humans did some sort of mind-altering subtances as long as the history goes.
So if you feel objectivelly better/more capable and the side effects are not killing... well, that go for it. If it don't work, don't let anybody force you in them.