I'm feeling like a complete failure. I've already lost all of my excitement and energy for my new job. I spent all of last night crying and I'm in tears now just at the thought of going. I've lost 5 lbs. in one week-I don't mind losing the weight, but I would prefer that I don't feel like throwing up every time I eat. Lots of stressors are triggering my feelings, but I think that also some of it is the bp-before starting, I had a week of being very down.

I don't need advice, I just needed to vent. If I can't be successful at this, I think it will completely destroy me.

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