Still early in the morning and alreay a terrible day....just need to vent.

Still pissed off about my ex-best friend's behaviour yesterday. Haven't spoken to her in 5 months, but through a mutual friend says "I can come to her bday dinner if I want.....I just can't bring my boyfriend." FIRST why would I go celebrate her birthday when we haven't spoken in five months. Obviously if our friendship was ever to be repaired, it would not be as simple as showing up to a birthday dinner. SECOND adding in the part about not being able to bring my boyfriend just shows how immature she STILL is. One of the many reasons we aren't friends anymore is because of this random hate-on for my boyfriend. She turned 22 yesterday. Obviously still hasn't grown up. And our mutual friend sent me a message yesterday saying "Amanda told me she misses you....NOT October fools!" Like is that supposed to be funny? Amanda was my best friend for about 15 years obviously I'm still hurt by the fact that we're not friends. Why are people so immature and hurtful sometimes?

These conversations happened right before I left work yesterday. Then my boyfriend text saying a friend picked him up, so he'd be going to spend the night at his friend's since he was helping him with something. Should have been fine, but because I was already in a pissy mood this of course upset me. I spent the night feeling overly upset and curled up on the couch to watch TV and fall asleep early. But now, back at work, I'm in a bad mood all over again. My boss is agitating me, I'm on the verge of tears, and I just don't want to be here anymore