Your right BlueCasper, it's incredibly hard to find someone who can actually understand what it is like to have this. People just think that BP is a disorder, that makes us happy then sad. No one really gets that it destroys us in all aspects of our lives and makes even the smallest thing completely unmanageable at times. That it can destroy us socially, emotionally, and due to stress physically too. it can make us physically sick.

I know that you don't need to hear this, but maybe i do right now, so thank you for listening lol

All we can do is keep trying and try to get better at our personal crisis mangagement really. it's a talent in and of itself, and I wish you the best at getting a grip on it.