Oh sweet Fresia, all kinds of things can sneak up on us.
Life in general, our illness, but nothing you did wrong or need to fault yourself with.
You have realized the need for change, taken action with T & pdoc.
This is their job, not like you are imposing on a friend or relative.
This & med change will hopefully help you get up, & out of house more, keep your grades up.
Those are Hugh things to accomplish.
Be proud of yourself & take some credit for this.
I know you can do this, you do walk in Faith, you are not alone.
Please vent & get this off your chest & keep us posted.
I'm not in this forum much but will check more often.
PM anytime, my VM's are back up now also.
Take care of yourself.