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Leed · Oct 10, 2012, 03:05 PM

Oh Kelly, I'm so sorry you're feeling so crappy. That sucks. Especially when you have to be around people all the time. Why won't they all go away?? LOL Don't they have something better to do than to bug YOU? LOL

I used to have the same kind of job for the city where I lived, and people would drive me nuts -- and half the tiime THEY would trigger me. I couldn't figure out what THEY had to do with anything. All they were doing was coming in to pay their bills.

And I'd go into a panic hissy fit. My hands would shake so bad, I couldn't write - so the receipt I had to give back to them was illegible. LOL

Once they left, I'd sit down, breathe deeply and try to think of someplace pleasant that I liked - before I could even get that visualized, some other numbnuts would come iin to pay THEIR bills. ACK.

What I'd finally have to do is ask one of the other girls to watch the window, and we had a HUGE walk-in safe/vault -- I'd go in there and try to collect myself for a few minutes. My boss would always check on me and make sure I was okk -- I hated that cause I'd have to give an explanatiion -- but anyway, at least I was able to get myself together. There was a time I couldn't -- and I went straight from work to the shrink who put me right into the nut house (mental hospital LOL) and I signed myself in. I had been such a basket case at work, that I just couldn't handle it anymore.

I'm glad you vented Kelly. Sometimes you need to just purge. It's good to get it all out. Do it more often before it gets too severe. You'll feel better that way. God bless sweetie. Hope to hear from you again soon. Hugs, Lee