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Originally Posted by shoez
when I think about the SA that happened...
sex doesnt cross my mind.
I feel like an object.
no. I dont want responses telling me "you arent someones property you are your own person" because...unfortunately ive heard it all before...and I dont care..
one someone puts you in that position its hard to pull yourself out of that mentality after a lifetime of this.
Ive not had even a month free of abuse in my home ever.
I still live here.
sometimes I cant hear them when they talk to me but I am still able to follow directions. As if my body knew better than my mind.. as if someone has a remote control to my body.
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Hi, Shoes. I understand exactly what you are saying no matter how you feel or how you have been treated, you are a valuable, lovable, worthy human being. You deserve to be safe. Whatever abuse is going on, a domestic abuse hotline, can help you make a safe plan to get out. Bless you.
