Thank you Scotty, but unfortunately I think its just a bootie call. I am conflicted about it. Last time wasn't so great because thats all we did. I just wish he loved me too. I don't really think anyone is going to love me. So he is the closest I will probably get. Even if he only wants a few hours in bed, at least I will be loved and comforted for that time. Sorry if this is too much.