I'm really anxious today. Well, actually, I seem to be bouncing from manic-like to anxious and back again. It seems like EVERYTHING is happening this month;

My T is gone until the end of next week, so I have not had any counselling since almost two weeks ago. I'm meeting a new shrink next week.

I'm going to the Ottawa Pride Festival...alone, since I dont have anyone to go with. I would rather go alone than not at all. I honestly have no idea how I'm going to handle this emotionally. Its not the depression I'm worried about...its the anxiety!

My grandparents are staying with us for a night, and they're very ignorant when it comes to homosexuality/lesbianism...you get my point. I hate dealing with ignorance! I cant stand it! It makes me so anxious and angry.

I want my T back!