I am not sure if I should post this because I am not sure what everyone will think... But I feel stuck. My T went out of town last week because a family member was dying. Well, when I got home from work on Monday, I broke down and started crying hysterically(I usually see my T on Mondays). I struggled the entire evening and later that night, was woken up out of an intense dream that involved my T and this family member. I suspected that the family member had died and I just found out that I was correct - this person died on Monday. Now, this is not the first time this has happened to me(it happened right before both of my grandparents died) but I have no idea how to bring this up to my T. Also, this death is triggering issues for me that I have around a family member of my own, but I feel selfish bringing that up. I am supposed to speak to my T on the phone tomorrow and I feel like backing out. Any thoughts on this?