Jean, welcome to the board.

You'll find a lot of caring people here that know you can't just "get over it." Hang in there. We'll listen, understand and try to support you in any way we can.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.