Thanks CE! Well I told t what I'd been thinking, that maybe I'm afraid of loving her more than I already do, and she thanked me for being brave enough to share that.... we talked more about the therapy relationship, she goes "what a weird relationship huh" I have to agree, it's weird all right! She did some rare self-disclosure this evening and told me a little more about her own therapy process, which I found very enlightening indeed, and I'm thinking perhaps I'm being a little hasty in my request to talk termination. Although, I'm glad I brought it up, because it needed to be addressed anyway. Another really good session today.