**gulp**... I sure don't want to get my T. in any trouble.

Gee sky-- do you really think so.....

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it was a BAD idea IMO. Part of this is also the EXACT reason of what you are experiencing.. it's undermining those hours and hours of trust you have built in a relationship with your T.

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Trust has been a slow process with therapy..... not too sure though if I was ever really very far on the trust meter with my T. anyway . Trusting someone is so very very hard for me.

I'm not familiar with the proper protocol for therapy. You'd think my T would know what would be best in my case and my relationship with my husband...... but maybe not.

My T. is a very experienced psychologist-- 35+ years. which makes me think..... "maybe it's just ME that is the problem".

I'm so confused.....feeling that "twisted" feeling again.... too bad there isn't a pretzel person icon.

thanks for your reply sky... gave me some things to think about. I appreciate it very much.

mandy