I'm fighting depression, and addiction, right now. I'm fighting so hard. But all this stress, and the depression is just leading me back down this road. For years I struggled with anorexia. I've been having these weird things happening lately.... This girl will walk up to me and tell me that if I want everything to be better in my life, that I need to make myself beautiful, again. That I need to stop eating, and start doing the drugs that make it so it's impossible for me to eat. Then she disappears. I just want to be beautiful, again... Maybe then everyone would love me, again. Crap. I have a lot of issues, guys. I'm sorry for always dumping all of my problems on you guys. You're the only ones who accept me, and are here for me. I can never thankyou enough for that.