His dad died. He was sick and I knew it was going to happen but...that doesnt make it any less sad. Didn't get to go the funeral because I emailed him to ask if I could go...and he never replied, so I assumed it was a no.

A week later:

Had the baby, and we both almost died in labor.

Baby and I are fine now.



My "husband" hugged me and held me hand once during labor, but he kept leaving the hospital( even his brother was like, "dude, shouldn't you stay with your wife?".

He even gave me a kiss.



After the birth and everything, He came to visit her and he called every day to check on the baby.

After 2 weeks or so, I asked him if he still wanted a divorce, and he said he didnt know.

Didnt hear from him after that.

Had a face to face conversation a week later...told me he didnt know what he wanted and held me. Left and told me he would call me later. Never did.


Then a couple days later he took me and baby to his mothers birthday party.

Ignored us the whole time.

Then, on the way back to my place, he asked how much divorce was. I was a little shocked since just a couple days prior it seemed like he wanted to try to work things out. So naturally, I got upset/disappointed and told me that I was harassing him and that "We just arent good for eachother" and that he "doesnt want me". Then he left me in the driveway crying.

2 weeks came and went with no contact from him whatsoever.

He showed up to see the baby but brought his mother along with him. (I guess because he didnt want to be alone with me) He didnt say a word to me, then left without saying a work to me.

It's been 2 weeks since then, and no contact. HE tried to call once but I was out of town and he never left a message or tried again. (Turned out he wanted to come visit the baby that day, but I was out of town with the baby visiting with family)

--I wasn't out of town on purpose...its just that the agreement was that he had to give me a few days notice if he was coming over to see her and he could see her as much as he wanted, he just had to let me know when he got his schedule.--



I just dont know, he went from kind of affectionate and always wanting to check on the baby to...no contact whatsoever. His mother sees the baby more than he does and apparently he just gives her boxes of my stuff for HER to drop off at my house.







I just hate him and I still love him at the same time.