Thanks yall. Perhaps foolish pride is what led me away from the truth. The mirror hath reminded me of obvious things. I will do my best yall. I feel that I owe the world a huge debt, but then its really hard for me to tie my own shoes sometimes. It's embarrassing, but I am glad that I am not alone. Talking to yall has improved my quality of life and given me courage to go further than I ever have before. Thanks again yall. Yours truly, Lightbulb7