I had a therapist for a little while. She was nice, but the social program she was funded through only gave me 18 months with her then she had to end it. The wait lists here for services are long so it is like an assembly line here for medical help...mental or physical.

In the meantime, I owe many thanks to people online here like yourselves for helping me when I need to vent. I am grateful for the time you take to read and reply. It is very kind of you all.

I have been very busy trying to get some housework done for my older son's girlfriend visiting from Texas for a week. She arrives tomorrow, the 12th. I am nervous about her arrival and her first impressions of us. I know her parents are from a higher income bracket than we are. I am hoping not to have any anxiety attacks while she is here or a feeling like I want to hide away. She is very nice from what I have gotten to know of her online.

I just hope this depression holds up until she leaves.