A lot of times I feel detatched and kinda 'not here' due to the PTSD I am sure its that most likely unless I am developing some sort of psychotic disorder. But either way its like half the time I am in two places at once hell and wherever I actually am.

Yesterday I had a strange sort of anxiety attack thing but instead of having a total panic(increased heart rate, difficulty breathing and intense bombardment of feelings of impending doom) or going into rage/fight mode I just found it really difficult to move for about 10 minutes and was staring at the way the light reflected off the leg of a metal chair just to try and stay 'here' because I could feel my grip on reality or whatever just getting weaker at least its the only way I can describe it.

As far as i know though I have PTSD, Depression, Anxiety and Aspergers syndrome(soon to just be autism spectrum disorder in the DSM if not already)