Somebody to tell me to stop thinking about calling my therapist to tell him to rip up that damn list. Do you think if I asked him to, he really would, without reading it first? You know what, I'm not sure *I* would. If I were a therapist, and I knew how assiduously the client had been hiding this stuff, I'd probably read it before I ripped it up. Now I'm totally feeling like I don't trust him either way. If I ask him to rip it up, he's just going to read it anyway. So, I shouldn't call him to tell him to rip it up. right? Good gravy, I am making no sense. This whole list thing is poking me right in my crazy.