I don't want to show my husband this entire site....for now. I'm really trying to get over this bout of depression without telling him, or anyone for that matter. I hate it when people look at me like I'm going to break or I'm sick or something. I will admit my marriage isn't the most healthy relationship, but I love him.
When I get like this I remember events and comments that happened years ago and feel that today is the day to spend psycho analyzing them.
I get it, it was rape. I knew it was rape, but I thought maybe I knew wrong, lol. And I thought maybe I was being overdramatic or something. Thanks again for all your help and feedback. I can at least stop analyzing his comment. One less issue rattling around up there is good

Thanks guys