I had a rather hard week, and to top it off I saw someone I did not want to see. I was in the pharmacy the other day waiting for my prescription and when I turned around, my abuser was standing right behind me. He was so non-chalant and acted as though everything was normal, he even greeted me politely! I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs that the man standing there was dangerous! What made it worse was that I had to wait very long for my meds because their system was offline. I had never relived the event so vividly as I did then. I didn't know what to do! He was so nice to the pharmacist and everyone else which just made everything worse. If I had a weapon I probably would have used it that day. I became so angry at this man who still has a normal life while he is wrecking others. And this is probably the one good thing that came out of the whole day, I progressed to anger. I want to hunt him down and make him pay, I never will, but that's the way I feel. Is it normal to feel like this all of the time?
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