Hankster,

I appreciate your response! I don't think I've mentioned this, but I've been able to cut back from the Adderall.. FINALLY! Anyways, it's weird, but I've been this way my whole life, even as a toddler. I know that doesn't mean much though because toddlers are always that way. Haha. But, I've gone through many episodes when I was younger where I broke many things and kicked and punched in walls, and at the same time I feel so unlike myself and I'll go through what I call second black outs because when I get like that my mind and sense of myself black out for a second or so.