Aaawwwwww you guys are by far the bestest best friends I've ever had

drinking some chamomile tea, seemed appropriate. Missbelle,how I wish it was 6pm

my stomach is kinda knotty,smoking mOre than usual. If they find something chronic, it would kill me a little or a lot. Much rather have my bones evaporate and my body vanish... And what if they find nothing? Thats kinda worse than something on certain levels...no answer, wasted day, wasted Dr's time... Idk what I want hey? love u guys